02 July, 2009

Was I Really That Bad?


you said...
You Talk Too Damn Much
You Make An Ass Of Yourself

i chose...
to go out less often
be afraid of the phone

you said...
You're F-ing Crazy
You'll Never Be Fixed

i chose...
to give up on counseling
just become numb

you said...
You're So Damn Boring
You Dull Me Away

i chose...
to keep the blinds closed
in the middle of the day

you said...
You're The Real Problem
You're An Evil Bitch

i chose...
to shut down my feelings
claim your guilt trips

you said...
I've Had IT
It's Over
I Can't Stand Your Sight

i chose...
to pick myself up
i'm too tired to fight

by Sara Huizenga Lubbers

2 comments:

  1. That sent a chill down my spine! You captured the verbal and emotional abuse to a "T". Thank you so much for writing. I look forward to your next piece!

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  2. I enjoyed your piece, and you nailed it right on the head! Thank you!

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